It was... maybe something like a challenge, or a joke. A friend told me today "You can just tell 'tensed' as your next title for Tigreek... You are always like this !"
Thik hai... You are right. Yes, I'm tensed before an exam... And I can assure you that yesterday was not the worse... I was quite confident, thanks to you all ! I knew I had my friends all around me, with thoughts if not in real... And it was probably the greatest force to feel this.
And you are right again, yes, I'm frightened by my boss. And I hate fight with others about work. I just dream about a work where we can trust everyone, tell as if everybody was acting for the same goal, and not having some hidden reasons in each sentences they say...
Anyway... Believe this if you can, but I learned a lot from indian people, and I'm far less tensed in my everyday life than I could have been a few years ago
And this evening, even if my daughter is ill, even if my boss is getting me under pressure, even if my house is in a mess, I feel free... Exam is done, I can have a break... And think about next step : next course, challenge, objective... Tensed ? Depends on the moment... but also on dedication